Tryin

Im tryin to smile
i really am
this is the message
im tryin to send

im tryin to laugh
like i used to do
im trying to be happy
just like you:)

im tryinto convince myself
that my daddy loves me like a daddy should,
does he love me like a daddy would?
i dont think he could!

im tryin to live like a perfect gurl
like everyone wants me to
everyone except you!

im really tryin
not to go back to the start
i dont know
am i tryin to hard?