Alix i hop u see this...um yea this does relate to me alot and iT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE IT WAS MY FAULT MY DAD LEFT ME I LOVE THIS POEM!!!!

Alix, just like you told Jade, you werent the reason that your dad left. I understand that it is your way of coping...but its still not good. I try to think of it being my fault that my dad left...but i know it isnt true. cutting yourself and stuff can make some pain go away...but it brings back more and more pain. I understand what you are going through...even though i dont claim to know how you feel...there is a difference there. lolz. i just want you to know that your dad leaving had nothing to do with you. Dont ruin your life because your dad left...thats his loss. Even though there is a gaping void where he should be, it hurts just as bad to think that he left because of you? I dont know. im rambling. But you are an awesome poet. email me at robyn_ohio@hotmail.com if you ever wanna talk

thanx so much every one, it is hard to cope with ur dad leaving no matter who u r.i know that no matter what kind of step father u have he still can't replace ur ONE true father. i am glad that i have always had my mother by me.....it is kinda sad because when i show people this poem they almost start to cry, and they ask if this is my life, and they tell me it is sad.it is just good to know that i have others in this world that i can talk to, that is always a good thing.my mom has told me that it wasn't my fault that he left it was just that he didn't love HER , but for some reason she wont even show me a photo of him, i go threw the fiels concerning me just to get his name, the worste part is that no one knows where he is. they can't find him.....he had another family, he had other childern that i will never see....his wife ran away with another man and she took her childern,after that no one knew where he was,i just dont know if i should hate my father or if i should love him because he is my father

haha ure just jealous cuz she can write better than you sarah!! hahahha