Afterlife Thoughts

The pain that fell upon me
From everyone in here
Was more than I could possibly bear
It made me feel unreal

To all my friends, I say I'm sorry
For all the things I've done
I'm sorry I lied about this,
I am in love with someone

To my family, I'm sorry I was mean
And for my stupid, selfish ways
I'm sorry I always hit you guys
It was because I had nothing to say

I am finally a free spirit
I finally feel like someone
But as I raise from my motionless body
I wonder, what have I done?

What will my friends think
When they find out I'm not there?
And what will my family do?
Will they actually give a care?

My friends probably won't notice
That I'm not there anymore.
My family probably won't even care.
They never have before.

Now I'm finally sure about this,
It's something that I had to do
Now I'm off to seal my fate
I'm finally leaving all of you