Slit

As it slices through my skin
blood flows
like tears from eyes
but not mine
cause i don’t cry
people worried bout me
thinking i cant handle this shit
but i know how far to slit
to be too far
or not far enough
are you the one to call my bluff?
Only bluff
is the one big huff
before i go back in for more
whats my cure
to be honest
im really not sure

a heart
the one i lack
once i have it
ill be back
till then
this is the end
of what you knew
as i lay here ad bleed
i realize i hit that vein
that i never really could see
so i guess thats it for me