So far away

I feel like I am so far away
I feel like I missed out on everything and get carried away....
I feel like nothing matters anymore
I feel like life is a big chore
I feel like life isnt worth living
I feel like life needs a meaning
I feel like noone is there for me
I feel like everyone hates me
I feel like running away from my problems....
I feel like noone cares about my problems....
I feel like I am so far away