Just A Somebody

Just a somebody ---

Sometimes it feels like i try so much to be what other people like
It can be so hard part of me just wants to fit in
Sometimes it feels like it doesn't matter how hard i fight
No matter what the battle - i just can't win
Don't wanna waste my life
I don't wanna wake up one day old and regret things that i've done
I want it to when my life is over i won't want to run - from death
I need to be full and happy
Not how i feel now - tired - and empty
Most of the time i don't care what other people think
But emptyness stays - makeing sure not to shrink
I just want to make it through this life not missing a blink
I don't know what to do my thoughts are strangling
All i can see is what i'm missin in front of my eyes dangling
Not being wary of what i do or how i feel
But life isn't easy - and it's real
Maybe it's hard for everyone else to - and i just whine
But is it to much to ask for everything to be mine
Aren't i good enough to shine
Or am i just another person
On this land between the great vast ocean
Or do i sparkle being seen by everyone like a beatiful star
That's a question you can ask yourself as your wondering who you are
Am i goona be just a somebody, or will everyone watch - even from afar

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