I know i shouldnt have

I know i should have ran
dont tell me that im wrong
just face it
u know its all my fault

i know i should have pushed
away his hand again
maybe if i did
i wouldnt have all these sins

i know that i should have acted fine
shouldnt have cried
should have not told
should have lied

i know i shouldnt have told u
or even talked to you
shouldnt have asked u to be my friend
i know u feel the same to

this is my last letter to you
to tell u goodbye
sorry it had to happen
our friendship has to die