Love me, do you mean it

What did i do, how come

I try and try everyday
to leave a smile on your face
making sure nothing is wrong, nothing is out of place

but i can\'t not like this..
trapped with nothing..
but the darkness

this pain iv\'e held inside..
never actually subsides..
you just make it feel allright

till now

I tell you i love you
everyday.. i hold you close
you hold my heart in your hands
as do i with yours

yet when we are apart, its like the doors just close..
and again im left alone..
i feel like i don\'t love you enough
like i matter no more..
because of those lies they told you

why do you make me stand close and tall
when it feels like somtimes, you don\'t want to love me at all
times like these, i sit and cry
and bawl out my eyes..
these tears of blood..
straight from my heart..
to the floor..
why, oh why don\'t you love me no more.