About To Choke

I'm standing here about to choke
Remembering the last time we spoke
All we did was argue & cry
We did that a lot but it was different this time
This time it was the last
That you was done and i was apart of the past
I was dumb I know that now
I should have kept quiet but i guess i didn't know how
For I have lost you & your never coming back
I wanted to tell you i was sorry but bravery was something i lacked
I wanted to tell you how much I care
But i guess i you'll never know cuz I'm about to step off this chair
When they find me hopefully you'll get this note
Cuz I'm standing here about to choke