My Way

If only you knew.
if only you knew.

if only you knew the pain i had to endure.
the toughts and the memories that ripped at my mind

if you only knew where i had to go
the bright lights and sounds

if only you knew how it would have ended up
if i had my way

it would be your fault.
you say these things

like feelings are myths
like my feelings dont matter

im just a person who cant do this
im so done
so done