I look down

I look down at what I've done
Blood dripping down my arm
the memories of the past few months
Flashed past my eyes

I know who I hurt
When I hurt myself
For all the people that cried
For all the people worried

I tell you now that I am done
Finished with what saddened you
I wish I hadn't
Cause then you wouldn't be so blue

I hate my self for what I have become
I hate myself for what I did
What I did to me
What I did to you!

I am oh so sorry
But now we can't be friends
She drove me to it
Now I wish I could end

It was her who influenced it
But now we don't talk
It doesn't help me stop
It just makes it worse