To relieve me, to be set free...I say "goodbye"

I want to let my soul go,
I want it to stop sinking so very low,

I'm selling my life for free,
I don't wish to plea,
But happiness I can't guarantee

I don't deserve this,
I waste all I have,
Everything I touch goes into abyss,

Maybe someone could use me better,
Rather me...
Maybe they could set my soul free,
Maybe they could just be,

I live this lie,
I try to hide my tears,
I want to die,
I want to stop to cry
I want to say my final "goodbye"

.... "goodbye"