'How are you?'
So simple; yet the most complicated question in the world.
I'm everything all at once.
Everything and nothing.
Complete, yet missing parts.
It's like there's a dark haze around me.
It seeps into my mind... blurs my thoughts.
My mind is drowning in this sea of darkness,
And no matter how hard I try,
I just can't get to the surface.
I'm drowning and fading.
Struggling and falling.
Trying and sinking.
Dying a little on the inside.
Everything all at once.
I don't know how to feel.
Confusion. Anger. Happiness. Sorrow.
Frustration.
Tears and pain.
Everything together. So much of it all.
So much, yet nothing.
Block it all out and make it go away.
I'm drowning and fading.
Fading.
Fading away.
Everything and nothing.
Everything at once.
Crawling through the haze and falling.
I'm failing.
I've faded.
