Love you to death...

I try to sleep,
I hear you calling.
I try to find you,
I can't find you.
Your gone,
I knew that.
Where the hell are you?
I need you.
It wasn't sapposed to be like this,
Im fading,
I've done my share of waiting.
Even my dreams aren't worth saving.
And im still alone.
Still sick of waking up.
I want to sleep forever,
Take me all the way.
Push me under,
then forget me, leave me,
Just let me die here.
Too weak to stand,
Too broken to heal.
Why bother any longer?
I've been waiting so long,
Don't make me wait anymore.
Take me all the way,
Finish what you started.
I'll thank you later.