GoodBye

Here i sit
i want to die
i hear the voice say do it
i really dont want to cry

this rage i feel
makes me mad
around and around on this wheel
oh how i know im sad

help me lord
i want to get that knife
but i cant afford
to end my life

i dont want to go on
i dont want to survive
i want everyone to say shes gone
but i know im very much alive

i feel so mad
i feel so depressed
i feel so sad
my life is so messed

but i should feel happy
i should feel relived
but i dont cause this is so sappy
and i want to leave