Not What I Feel

This is not what I feel
Thoughts inside my head
Does anyone understand me?
Everything In life
I'm hitting a snag
tumbling downward
falling through the cracks
My heart's in pain
and I can't help but
Hide my face in shame
somehow in life
I know I need to change
or else things will end tonight
looking into my eyes
They say aren't you such a catch
what a prize
look past the exterior
to the girl inside
who feels so inferior
I wish I could find a way to hide
and leave all this behind
stop all of the lies

*This doesn't really make sense without the story behind it...last night I had 3 different guys hit on me and "proposition" me and It really pissed me off...*