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by Cathy Nov 20, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
What a surprise you called Saturday night how were you feeling were you alright? Cause I must admit it rained that day to hear your voice say what little you had to say We only spoke for a short while and I couldn't bare to bring myself to smile Cause I'm still broken and hurt inside you thought you killed me hey but I'm still alive You said that you missed the kids and you would make time to spare You said you would call Sunday but the phone didn't ring I know I was there You lied once again what a fool I am to believe that you would actually call and not deceive But as for you you didn't call I guess you were to busy to give the kids your all I don't know what is going on with you but what I do know is I shouldn't believe what you say is true Cause all you do is tell your lies and pretend that you care but since this breakup me and the kids are alone to share Whatever feelings we have to wards you you think the kids are too young to know what were going through But you are so wrong they tell me everyday that they are so mad at you since you went away And as for the older two your not even dad to them right now and as for you your so selfish you knew what they felt But no lets just think of the stress your under well ain't no amount of stress should interrupt you being a father Cause I am their mother and I have been there for them while your doing whatever with your friends So don't talk about stress to me cause your were the one that left me lonely You got up and left me with 3 kids and bills, so just cause your stress I'm suppose to feel Sorry for you for not having a job well you know what oh well cause it was our happiness that you robbed Don't get me wrong I'm not complaining I'm just saying that you have no right to fuss and fight If you were my man I would be there to help you out but ever since you left I know what you were about You barely lost your job just last week and even since then we don't speak