I love you
Those words don't mean anything
How can you
Take the truth and shove it down my throat?
I gave you,
everything I had,
Now how dare you,
use your lies, your fake disguise
to single handedly break me apart.
I freed you from your superficial little world
Where you were,
the only one who mattered.
I showed you,
what it feels like to have someone there.
You took my heart,
you ripped it and tore it
and threw it in my face.
But now, you're
uncontrollably crying, slowly dying.
I hope that you can
Hear my laughter from a million miles away
I want you to know, I really cared
But you made mistakes, causing me to break
The promise
that we shared, I won't be there
When you fail yourself.
You're all alone now
Nobody's home now
Nobody honestly cares.
They're shallow, or they're pretending like you do everyday.
I see you
head held high, like you have something to offer,
Loved only
by the fools who don't know better.
It's their loss, if they think you are real
When you cannot feel a thing,
Except,
Other people crushing under the pressure you put on them
Just to stand beside you.
They almost feel it's a privilege.
They'll learn
when you use them, abuse them,
and toss them in the dirt.
You think, I should just give into you,
but i have so much to prove.
How could I let you win now,
when you've got so much to lose?
I'll do this,
I'll show you,
You can't have me your way.
Even if every other person is caught in the game you play.
I hope you hold on tight,
to what you'll never have.
I hope it creeps in you, seeps in you,
this feeling of losing grip.
The one thing you
Can't have, won't have, will never have,
Shadows your mind
and you can't be fine this time.
I ripped you from
that pedestal you set yourself upon.
Where everyone bows down to you, kisses the ground for you.
Your scared place, I'll crash it, I'll slash it.
I'll cut the throat and watch you bleed.
