I can't I won't

All the pain
that everyone
has don't go away
that easy

well at least
mine didn't go
away I've lived
with so much pain

for 1 year
and I wanna
run away from
it, escape it but
no matter what

I do nothing seems
to work, I'm lost
in this life
and I don't know

what to do
everyone is counting
on me but I can't
do it no more
I can't solve their
problems

I can't, I won't
so I'm just
gonna take my
gun for a walk and
then stand and
the top of a
hill and pull the trigger

** Not a real suicide note**