Crying

I stand here eyes closed, back to the wall
Silence; I see your name in my inner eye
Scrawled in red like blood; Slowly I fall
Breath shallow; Heart like a drum; I cry
Seems like I see your name everywhere
I can't escape from you, nor from my heart
I'm almost to a point that I don't care
Not caring about much, since we've been apart
What is this spell you've woven on me
Shh... Shh... Your name in my inner eye
Since I've been gone from you its hard to breathe
Breath shallow; Heart like a drum; I cry
Stand up, be stong, I cannot back down
I stare out at the luminous midnight sky
I see your name in the stars and I frown
Breath shallow; Heart like a drum; I cry

**May add to this later, I'm not sure. Let me know what you think. :) Much thanks.