Do I Not Have Feelings?

Are my feelings not real
For you to give me the cold chill

You act like I have no emotions inside me
By the foolish games you play and won't set me free

Yet I can't be with you it seems
Even though you say I am your dream

If I choose to be with someone other than you
Seclusion from my life is what you say you will do

How can I win with that option in my mind
Cause either way I go I will not be fine

I can hold back for the chance to have you one day
But when...if EVER...will that day be I say

So is it be alone for god knows when
Or find someone and lose my best friend?

needed to get out some emotions before I lose my mind...not the best but oh well