Hey, i know exactly how you feel. it is so hard to let go! i was in a relationship for about a year, and after it ended, we didn't talk for about 5 months, and now that we're talking again, it hurts, cuz he still looks at me the same way that he used to look at me when we were together. That twinkle kills me! i still love him! so you're not alone hun! ya know.. this reminds me of one of my poems, I Still Care. plz read it! ~Kim :)