To brandi and cody

You live one thousand miles
But that doesn't keep us apart
I found out that you're the only person
That can heal my pitch black, broken heart.

I cry every night that we don't talk.
Even though I know you were busy
And when we talk next
The first words out of my mouth are
"Did you miss me?"

You're the one person
Who helps me through hard times
And you're the only guy
Who's always on my mind.

You're the only one
Who ever seems to care
If I ever lost you
My life, I couldn't bear.

Even though you're far away
I can still feel you kiss
And every time I hear you laugh
I'm sent into pure bliss

I don't want to lose you
I never have and never will
But if I did, myself I would surely kill.

I'm trying so hard to be happy
For you and for me
But happiness still isn't in my reach
It never has been, and probably never will be

But when I'm with you
My heart isn't heavy
Its like I was never sad
And we are meant to be

So on my 18th birthday
When I hope you'll propose
I'll stand there in shock
And what I'll say no one knows.

Its my little secret
That I will never reveal
Until I'm sure that my heart
Is yours to forever steal.