I've been cursed and locked up in a world I dont belong in
Forced to live this life which is not my own
And crawl on my knees and walk on this ugly earth
Till my sins have been cleared and my lies revieled
In this life I've tried my best
To move on and live my life without regret
Removing all the times of broken hearts from mind
And hoping for that one girl who wont hurt me like the rest
Who can give me all I need to survive this world of pain
Picking me up off this blood covered ground
And holding me up by a thread of beautiful light
Gracefully granting me a hand to hold
And allowing me a kiss to end my lovely night
I feel I have found this girl but may never know
For she's lost to me and can never hold
I'm lost without her but am not whilst she is here
Then painfully I watch her walk away never to return tonight
Gradually my heart begins to slip and my hope begins to break
Slowly I'm losing the person I've only known for a short time
And have grown to like so much
I've seen her twice and she's walked away on both
Never realizing I was screaming for her as she walked by
And deminishing my dreams in a blanket of darkness
Removed from her mind and left in pain
Silently Its breaking me down
Leaving me there crying without a beating heart
