Perpetual darkness holds me in the night
Keeping me cold and fearful of the light
I'm afraid to love in fear I'll slowly be broken down again
And I blame myself for what has happened
Releasing my pain and pouring tears from my eyes
Cutting all my guilt and misery out
Then letting them crash to the ground in puddles of blood
Slowly reminded of all the times I've been hurt
As they flow loose all at once and escape my locked down mind
But my heart still remains chained up through this dark night
Allowing noone within its walls except those I know I can trust
But I'm still being broken and torn from my own life
I have very little trust in anyone
And don't dare trust myself even the least bit
Locked out of my own mind and chained away from my own heart
With no key to gain access and remind myself of hope
