Depression creeping up upon my mind
Dragging me down and releasing thoughts unknown
I think I\'m losing my grip on life
And am afraid it may be lost
I feel so alone without my friends
And while im alone I lose control
Of all my thoughts and they pour loose
Spilling out and flashing before my eyes
Till these tears begin to flow
And escape my closed eyes
Slipping down my face and dropping to the ground
Now I\'m standing in a puddle
And its slowly crawling up my legs and over my shoulders
Torn apart by this silent loneliness
As my heart is slowly being broken
Once again my soul has been lost
Thrown to the abyss and cast away in the night
Never to be refound without the help of others
I need some guidance on where to go from here
And what I am to do without my heart or soul
My hope may not have been completely lost
For I still have those I care for keeping me going on
And hold me here away from these blades
As I want to let them slip and let my blood spill free
All they need is ask and I\'ll let them be without a single look
There\'s no deneying these people I love so dearly
Expecially the one I\'m screaming for within me
And that keeps me going on and sends me from my pains
Graciously taking my hand and walking me from this hell
Never to return once more whilst I\'m holding her hand
