My scratches
stand out
my scars
hide away
my feelings are felt
every single day
i turn from
my ambitions and dreams
i don't love them enough
i am happy so it seems
i have influenced others to also do my deed
i watch the horror
of his cuts bleed
i am ashamed
of what I've begun
i want to end it
it isn't fun
i craze for him
to go far from this
never return
and never miss
i am scared for my future
and as well as his
I'm afraid we wont stop
a fear it is