Harsh words and dirty stares
Is all that I get from you
How do you just not care
About all we been through
The good memories still remain
But they are becoming less clear
I mainly just remember pain
And how I wish you were near
You have treated me so bad
But yet you treated me so well
And I am going to miss what we had
But on the past I will not dwell
When I think of all we went through
I don't know wether to smile or cry
Sometimes I just want to be with you
Sometimes I just want to die
How do you love someone you hate
How do you hate someone you love
How do I know if this is fate
Or the doings of our God above
You use to tell me that I helped save your life
But now you are sayin that I put you down
You are tellin me that I made you pick up the knife
And all I did was kick you around
You made me feel like the worst person ever
Telling me that I was never there for you
But you are the one that could have treated me better
I know that I done all that I could for you
You tried to crush my self esteem
And there for awhile you were doing it
You told me how horrible I was to you
But the pieces of the puzzle doesn't fit
Oneday someone will do to you
What you have done to me
You will find that I was there for you
When no one else would be
If you are wanting to hurt me
You will have to do better than that
I know that I was the best friend I could be
And I know that for a fact
Know that the past you can not change
And eventually the memories of us will fade
But the future you maybe able to alter
But for now, you have to live with the choice you made
