Griping hands, i held tight
forever in my mind you were all mine
waking up from dreams of you
thinking, wondering always about you...
infatuation kissed with a lie
you made me feel like i was about to die
in your arms sweet baby you were all mine
in your arms baby i was just that girl
the girl who loved and you only needed
i was that girl to make you feel needed
you were that boy i deffinitly needed
and we were the ones who could of made it
everything we said.... all things were done
and when all things were done there was nothing said...
if i could only tell you what you made me feel maybe then this would feel soo real.
for you are the boy who made things sureal
tricked my mind, played my heart
little by little i grew so strong but the thought of you just brings me right back down
a relapse on you is like a relapse on coke
it brings you down, tears you apart, takes away all the shit you thought you could live with out...
makes you remember those times in doubt
fakes a smile so you dont have to live with out
that drug that consumes your heart in order to make you feel apart
a lie of goodness to shatter the art that god created in your heart that was ruptured with his mind
his follish game...
that only a player could play.
i was untouched, you were unclean.
we werent distant but forever we will be...
maybe not to you but to me you will be
that scary thought of a relapse on something i dont need
that game you played is just a memory...
you mean something to me but its not what you believe...
you always have thought to highly of yourself hunny
