Still thinking of you

You broke my fragile heart,
I should have known from the start.

Tears now constantly invade my eyes,
From me being wrapped up in all of your lies.

I did not expect this from you,
I thought you were the only guy that was true.

I wonder if you still even care,
Or if you know that this isn't fair.

I am not mad or upset,
And there is nothing that I regret.

You hurt me so very bad,
Every time I think of you I become sad.

Memories are always in my head,
Of every lie that you have said.

I am dying inside without you here,
But I cannot stand it when you are near.

You make me feel so low inside,
As you say you are going to run and hide.

How could you leave me after all of this,
After every "I love you" and caring kiss?

The perfect man was my conclusion,
And now I know you were just an illusion.

Just know that I miss you and need you still.
I truly did love you and always will.