A poem from my screwed up heart...

by Sandi   Nov 21, 2006


The day you said goodbye was the day my world came crashing down,
I cried, screamed, and felt as if my heart had been ripped out,
I didnâ??t want to believe it was trueâ?¦.

But as time when by I came to peace with the fact that you werenâ??t mine anymore,
I had come to terms with my empty heart,
But it was hard,
hard seeing you be happy while I was dieing insideâ?¦

Except you came back,
You told me you still loved me and that you were stupid for letting me go,
This was what I wanted, I wanted you to come back, I wanted you to love me again,
Love me like you use toâ?¦

So I took you back,
Your mine again,
but then why wasnâ??t I happy?

More time went by,
I was finally happy,
We weâ??re the perfect couple again,
But now on the day before our anniversary,
Iâ??ve been thinkingâ?¦

We promised not to argue so much, not to get so jealous,
We havenâ??t kept our promises,
we fight almost everyday, and we both get jealous,
whyâ?¦

im so scared of fighting and losing you again,
so scared of having those awful feelings again,
and I donâ??t want it to be my faultâ?¦

I love you, I always have and I always will,
I love you more than words can say,
I need youâ?¦

You are what holds me together,
You are the reason I wake up every morning,
You are the one I will always fight for,
You are the one I want to be withâ?¦

I missed you when you were gone,
I never stopped loving you,
and i never willâ?¦

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