Look around

I look around and i see all my friends
i do not connect with them any longer
they are too immature
i look around and see my family falling apart
i see myself falling apart
the tears fall and i cant make them stop
i wish them to go away
and yet they stay
i look in the mirror and i see myself
im beautiful on the outside but inside im breaking down
i look around to the sky
i ask god for help
help to take it all away and i know one day he shall answer my prayers