Keesa, im sorry about you and him, i wish it would work... that was a good poem, i hope he reads it! |
The fact that things happend the way they did, I regret.. |
by Carisa
You could have whatever you wanted with me...you know that...If you wanted another shot...I'm waiting...you complete me. |
I wish.. |
by Carisa
I would give anything to be with you...but how do I know that it won't turn out the way it did before. How do I know that you won't make me want to leave you again. Maybe we will end up somewhere together....if it is meant to be... |
I pray.. |
I don't know how to change things from before, but i've lost you once.. never again.. but I hopes you got my emails and comments and things.. Uhm I get out of school at twelve thirty.. I think I may be busy for a lil while after that, but maybe do you think you could call me, or I could, you or somthing.. heck I don't know.. I know one thing I would love to be back at the ocean. Out of uniform.. without all the others.. just for one last chance... |
by Carisa
You read my mind...The ocean would be nice right about now. Please, don't leave me again. Even thought you say that you won't, I am so scared that you will. Maybe I was wrong to bring you back into all of this. I'm so sorry. I can't say that enough. |
I don't want to have a gift... |
by Carisa
Go after what you want. I know what i want and have wanted, and I am still trying desperately to get that one person back. All I know is that he is not making it easy on me. I guess that never was his style, though. |
by Carisa
I am so sorry for bringing you into this. I am starting to think that I was wrong for starting this again. I feel helpless because you aren't really here. |
Your Fault this is not. |
by Carisa
Yay! You got it! I am so happy for you! I wish that you could offer more too, but damnit nothing goes my way, so it's okay....I am so happy for you really! Most of this is my fault....but it makes me feel better that you don't think that it is. "I wish you all the best.." that sounds like you are saying goodbye or something. I hope you aren't. That would suck. |
by Carisa
Who is the girl? Isn't she the sme one on your myspace page? Ack! This is driving me crazy.....! |
Wat girl? |
by Carisa
There is a girl on your IM picture thingy and a girl on your myspace page! Who is it? |
by Carisa
Save me. Please. |
I don't know what you want to hear.. |
by Carisa
I have a question for you, my dear. I know that you love me, and believe me, it is good enough for me. But are you in love with me? I never can tell. |
If you only knew.. |