Keesa, im sorry about you and him, i wish it would work... that was a good poem, i hope he reads it!

The fact that things happend the way they did, I regret..
The fact that I am holding on for maybe just maybe another shot.. or maybe the shot to be there for you..

You could have whatever you wanted with me...you know that...If you wanted another shot...I'm waiting...you complete me.

I wish..
That we could do that again..
and it would be better..
You still mean the world to me..
Just so you know..
Maybe.. we'll wind up working together..
:p
maybe be stationed close..
who knows..

I would give anything to be with you...but how do I know that it won't turn out the way it did before. How do I know that you won't make me want to leave you again. Maybe we will end up somewhere together....if it is meant to be...

I pray..
I hope So..

I don't know how to change things from before, but i've lost you once.. never again.. but I hopes you got my emails and comments and things.. Uhm I get out of school at twelve thirty.. I think I may be busy for a lil while after that, but maybe do you think you could call me, or I could, you or somthing.. heck I don't know.. I know one thing I would love to be back at the ocean. Out of uniform.. without all the others.. just for one last chance...

You read my mind...The ocean would be nice right about now. Please, don't leave me again. Even thought you say that you won't, I am so scared that you will. Maybe I was wrong to bring you back into all of this. I'm so sorry. I can't say that enough.
With Love,
Jill

I don't want to have a gift...
I don't know if I can have what I want or if it would be right to have that one thing...

Go after what you want. I know what i want and have wanted, and I am still trying desperately to get that one person back. All I know is that he is not making it easy on me. I guess that never was his style, though.

I am so sorry for bringing you into this. I am starting to think that I was wrong for starting this again. I feel helpless because you aren't really here.

I guess that I have realized that we will never see each other again. That hurts....so bad. I don't know what else to say except that I am sorry. This is all my fault.

Your Fault this is not.
It's out of our control,
All I can say is just relax.. hell we're still friends, were close.. we have one another..
I wish I could offer more..
I wish you all the best..
Petty Officer Third Class.

Yay! You got it! I am so happy for you! I wish that you could offer more too, but damnit nothing goes my way, so it's okay....I am so happy for you really! Most of this is my fault....but it makes me feel better that you don't think that it is. "I wish you all the best.." that sounds like you are saying goodbye or something. I hope you aren't. That would suck.
Petty Officer Second Class

Who is the girl? Isn't she the sme one on your myspace page? Ack! This is driving me crazy.....!

Wat girl?
im lost
YN-3

There is a girl on your IM picture thingy and a girl on your myspace page! Who is it?

Save me. Please.

I don't know what you want to hear..
what do you want me to feed you...
I can give your brain whatever you want
Hell I'll tell you w-e you want...
i must go for now..
YN-3

I have a question for you, my dear. I know that you love me, and believe me, it is good enough for me. But are you in love with me? I never can tell.
I love you.
Jill

If you only knew..