Enough.. |
by Carisa
Here is all we have. I was tired of seeing her picture and the messed up messages that I can only guess were left for her. I deleted you from my IM and address book. But still, I can't let you go. |
Get me back.. how.. |
Btw.. you should get me back on yahoo.. ive been waiting for your response.. i know its difficult.. |
Btw.. you should get me back on yahoo.. ive been waiting for your response.. i know its difficult.. |
by Carisa
I'm at home, because we don't have school for a week, and the parents are crazy, so I probably can't get on IM. So, are you wanting me to get on IM or email......? |
by Carisa
I know that this isn't you. I have no clue how to get you back. But I gave you everything I had. I'm so scared. What if I can't love again? I know I'm young, but who knows? What if I just can't find the strength to love again? |
by Carisa
Just tell me what you said on Yahoo because there is no way that I can get on. Not until Monday. Sorry. |
What do you want me to do.. hold on or let go? I hold on to her, i've built a life around her... five months, is a long time.. i tried holding on to a spirit... doesnt work.. |
Ive come to depend on her, cause your not here in person, but now ive fallen in love with her, her touch.. her in genral, i would offer to stand tall.. here with you but im tired of hurting you.. im tired of hurting me, straining.. just let me go.. give it all to him, love him.. hell tell him everything.. cause, im telling her.. so no longer a coward i will be.. |
Im not worthy.. |
by Carisa
I get it...five months is a long time...just forget everything that I have ever said...it now means nothing. All the words on the beach, the smiles in the rain, and the comments I have left. Just forget. |
by Carisa
Please...forget |
They meant somthing then, |
I dont know what else to add to this extensive conversation.. i gave my all, failed.. |
by Carisa
We are all human. |
Well ... |
by Carisa
I do. |
That's the best thing to do.. |
by Carisa
I am happy. |