I do have a purpose,
changing lives..
it may not seem like it at the time,
but see, in the end you realized.
good job..

Quit being retarded!

Im not being retarded.. i was being serious..
you know i made a difference..

If you mean that you made a difference by taking away 7 months of my life, then well done. Other than that, all you did was hurt me. You have made me stronger, but sometimes I would love to have life be the way it was before you. I was naive. It was pure bliss to be ignorant. Now, I know that I love him. But it is still hard at times to give him the love that is rightfully his. Because of you. Because you made me build a wall around my heart. I still can't be mad at you, though. It was fun while it lasted.

I regret doing the things i did..
i do, i want to do it all over again, but i cant.. i want you to enjoy life, be happy. Remeber not all people are capible of waht i am, i am a pure monster. I just stole a body..

No worries. I'm not mad. I was able to find someone again. Someone that isn't a monster. It's all good.

So you agree.. i am a monster :p

Yes I do :)

Good. Now that we are on the same page. How was your day ?

It was good. Yours?

Aww...I'm so tired...I just miss Zach. I don't get to see him very much...Oh shit...sorry...This is just weird. Ya know? It's weird for things not to be so intense with us. Usually we're in love or fighting :) Ha Ha I'm so funny!

I hated fighting with you, I do.. god!!!
lol, my day was ok.. long, boring.. I got a call from the Coast Guard, I swear in on March 13.. So I am a little nervous, and also a quick question, did you send me a message, with "younevercared" at the bottom?

I'm not sure...maybe I did. I really have no clue.....So coast guard? That's really great for you! I'm happy.

Cause, that is the way it was signed.. and it was odd.. idk...
thanks for the comment on my other poem

OH MY GOODNESS THEY GAVE YOU A REWARD THING!!!!!

OH MY HOLY TWINKIES!!!! I GOT A REWARD!!!!!! WHAT DOES IT MEAN????? I GOT A REWARD!!!!!!

It means that you've left tons of comments.. lol
but, yah im glad I get to leave you comments again, stupid thing was broke.

Yeah....I was sitting here like, "okay is he gonna reply to any of this?" So, whats up with the name change?

It didn't work..
It was Your Best Mistake, Your Perfect Failure.. in the nifty text.. but it didn't stay... stupid computer..
oh well,
whats goin on with you ?>

Not much here...My life is the same as it used to be except that the people have changed. Not the same group of friends, not the same boyfriend...oh well....OMG...I'm trying to get into this training in the Netherlands this summer! Hey, when do you leave for the coast guard?

Well, i go for meps, the 12-13 of this month.. March..

and then, i leave when i grad. .
soo yeah..
idk, that would be an experience.. to go there.. hehe, i hope you get to go..
Im hoping to go back to VA.. or something, but then again, i have to get pola done in august in jeff city.. soo yah..