I'm just hoping to get out of this state!!! I'm ready for summer. I get to meet more people who are gonna rip my heart out like you did. lol jk....so how are you and your girl?

Like i said,
not many people are like me..
relax..

all is well..

That's good. I'm happy for you...I guess. It's weird...

Indeed.. the sence of calm, freaks me out..
but then again, i love fights, problems and drama.. but this is a nice change..
:p

How is your monday going ?

Wow..
we have five pages here now..
damn.

Monday...it's just a monday....so tired, and i have to work...are you scared to go off in a couple weeks....im scared for you....things like that freak me out.

They had a string of guys score 90's on the A.S.V.A.B so, I am now out of a job, my dreams, are gone...

So, I have to fake a smile to all those I care about and tell them that I am not going to give up everything and go do somthing stupid in a drunken rage..

I have to go find another fu(king job in the damn navy.. sh!t. I don't want to be stuck at sea for years at a time, I\'d rather hit the sand, and get my boots dirty..

Well, All in all.. everything is good..
How about you .. ?
How is your life going..
:p
I hope better than mine..

Allways.
Jonathan. T. S.

I want you to make something of yourself. I don't think that you want to know how many times I sat in bed and cried for you. Wishing you well with your life. Hoping that you became the military man that you wanted to be.

Don't give up.

My life? Same as always. Parents, friends, trainings, Zach...

Be something for me.

I am honestly thinking about scrapping it all together and becoming an E.M.T. 'Cause I will not join the Army, cause there is no way im going to be some damn pawn. The Coasties want nothing to do with me, so that's gone, I can't make it in the Marine Corps, The Navy seems a little ... scratchy.. idk if that's what I looking for, but the Air Force offers some training in the med field.. but who knows..
Somthing will work itself out..

Take kare..
<-3
Jonathan

Please don't just give up. I so didn't waste my summer on a loser who is afraid to go after what he wants...lol jk. I just want you to be happy.

Do whatever will make you happy.

Ill do wat i can..

-dumbass-

Wtf.

Who knows...im tired....

Did you go on your tripp thingy?

Yeah and it was hella stupid....i would much rather have stayed home, hung out with the girls, zach, corey, and just stayed away from the family for a while. I'm just tired....always tired... :)

Did you take pictures?

A few....not any worthwhile ones though

Can I see?

Maybe....but I'm thinkin not....