Comments : I Hate This

  • OH COME ON.. PLEASSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEE :s

  • 17 years ago

    by Carisa

    I don't think that it would be a good idea. I don't really like the idea of you looking at pics of me after what we went through. Plus, Zach already wants to come down there and kick your ass.

  • Ok, For one..
    If he wants to get involved.. I don't care.. I'm willing to put it all on the line. I don't care, bring it on. I'm scared of no one. Cause I am the one in which that cradles this monster.. I am afraid of nothing.

  • 17 years ago

    by Carisa

    You don't have to tell me that you are afraid nothing. I know. You weren't afraid to love me. You weren't afraid to hurt me. You weren't afraid to do anything. But trust me, when it comes to me, he isn't afraid of anything either. He loves me and doesn't hold back. And that is why I think that you might want to reconsider when you say that you aren't afraid of anything. Your whole monster shit is shit and nothing else.

  • That made a lot of sense.. yeah, especially the last part.. shit is shit.. well, no.. it's true..
    I destroy what I touch, you know that first hand, even though you know me, you don't know where i live, and if he came, he would be impeding on my space, in turn a crime in the civilian world.

    If he wants to try something, so be it.

  • 17 years ago

    by Carisa

    He's just pissed that you hurt me...it effects our relationship...Now, I'm afraid that other people will hurt me too and it has been really hard to trust him. I'm just sick and tired of you using the whole monster thing to describe yourself. You knew what you were doing when you hurt me. It was a conscious thing. Don't act like it's not your fault. Don't act like you can defend yourself.

  • If you want me to say that I did it all on purpose, I did it just to hurt you, sure.. what-ever makes your smile, but I did not. Not all people are like me, not all people make decisions like I do. I swear. I know that means nothing, but it's the truth.

    Jonathan.
    Xx.
    Gunner.

  • 17 years ago

    by Carisa

    Well, I don't know what to say anymore. You're not a monster. You are just a human who couldn't control what he wanted.

    If you want some pictures of me...check out my myspace...that's the best i can do for you.

  • I didn't know what I wanted, I was confused.. and falling over relationships back home, I fell for you cause you were just like the one back home, who didn't love me, so I felt like I could make everything better by making you love me.
    Then I got home and realized.. It wouldn't work, that I had hurt us both, so I lashed out on you and myself..

    I'm not proud of what I did.. I messed up.. major.
    I'm sorry..

  • 17 years ago

    by Carisa

    Don't be sorry. I'm just glad that I was able to get back what I lost when I fell for you. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me and I almost lost him. All for you.

    What a loser I was.

  • Almost lost him b-c of me, how could of it been just my fault. I didn't make you love me. You could have turned away. Stayed with Norman, I would have stayed away.. had I known this would come of it.

  • 17 years ago

    by Carisa

    I doubt it.

    I screwed up too.

    But I was going to make it right.

    You weren't.

  • Make it right..
    make what right.. our mistakes?
    I don't get it..
    oh well, it's over the damage has been caused.
    your not the only one to come out of this not the same..

  • 17 years ago

    by Carisa

    Oh, don't worry. I'm over all of this. I'm back to the way I was before.

    It's great.

  • 17 years ago

    by Carisa

    Oh, don't worry. I'm over all of this. I'm back to the way I was before.

    It's great.

  • Good.

  • 17 years ago

    by Carisa

    What's wrong?

  • It's all changed..
    its all taken care of.
    I decided to hang on and keep going.
    I know that i could be strong, i just had to find it..
    Somtimes i struggle.. yet you all seem to be there to help me..
    Thanks.
    :p
    xx

    *-h+k*
    Jonathan.

  • 17 years ago

    by Carisa

    How have I been here to help you? I'm all the way across the state, and I've just brought you trouble!

  • You listened.
    we were young and dumb..
    we learned.