Attatched

Why whenever I sense you near
Feel your breath on my neck
And feel your hands
Trace the small of my back

My brains, I rack
With trying to find what I'm feeling
What follows you into the room?
Strokes my soul when you're gone?

It there, glaring right into me
It's right beside you
And you don't want me to see it
It belongs to you

The entity says you're not true
It scorns at my love
And tells me its never real
It shall never last

And I hate it because you know it
You are it!
And I hate because you feel it
Think it for me!

But yet I know I cannot see
Any notion of breaking this chain
I've come too far
And I hate this edge you built

If I should slip off
You shall let me fall
Even push me
Just so you can let me go

You were never attached...