Old Me.

Do you remember the old me?
full of smiles, always happy.
Nothing could get in my way,
i was unstoppable.

I could make anyone laugh,
no matter how their day had been.
I would throw away the bad,
only keeping the good.

Everything used to be so great,
until my life started to fade.
I fell to hard that time,
it was no longer fun and games.

My life no longer has a meaning,
i started making stupid choices.
My grades went down,
i just didnt believe in myself.

Getting stoned almost everyday,
just to feel okay for a while.
Weed has become something i rely on,
risking everything to get it.

Im loosing friends daily,
if only they would understand.
My boyfriend doesnt know me anymore,
all he see's is the mask i use.

I try to fix my mistakes,
but i cant stand strong enough.
My friends dont even back me up,
they tell me that i cant do it.

Myabe one day i'll have the strength,
but until then im stuck in this hell.