The Eternal Torment That is You

The darkness
Surrounds my very soul
Constantly moving
Never resting
Screaming and writhing,
The shadows grasp at my clothes
I am dead,
Or at least not living
Not anymore
The pain I bore was to much
To much for my already
Fragile soul
The darkness sings a song
A melody my broken soul
Sings along to...
Howling out it's anger
Howling out it's hurt
That you left behind
After you left
The pain was to much to bear
The eternal darkness
Surrounds me
No escape is present
The light twinkles behind me
To far away to reach now
I am to far gone
I no longer feel
I no longer am
The destruction was you
The hurt was you.
I still cry for us,
Even though they are empty tears
They hold no meaning
I am in eternal torment
The screaming is
Making my cold ears deaf
I can no longer hold onto
Even this semblance of life
The torment is to great to bear
It breaks my soul apart
Even more with it's poison dart
That has been shot into my heart
Killing me with one blow
This is the dark side of Love,
The side no one ever sees,
Until it is to late
Until they are in the eternal torment
Like me
I loved you
And you left me broken on the floor
You threw down my love,
And walked away,
Forever leaving me
To pick up the pieces
You left behind
I want desperately to feel again,
To love again
Like I once did,
Before the torment
That is You
Before the memories
I thought we shared
But didn't
In my own little world
We loved each other,
But that was only a dream,
And now it hurts worse
Than it ever did before,
The darkness swirls
Around and around
Screaming it's melody
I scream along
Forever captured
In this eternal torment
That is you.