Theres things in life that people take for granted and the things people dont understand cause they dont look deep enough to understand it Egypt wasnt built in a day and your life wont come together in just a day. Its liek every day each day takes you a little closer to your life which will come together when the time is right
In the mist of my life there\'s been challenges that come wit life and some that don\'t
Things that define the meaning of who I am and who I\'ve been around
There\'s times when I don\'t understand the reason these things happened to me
And I still understand that they made me stronger but weak at the same time
And I thank GOD for the good and the bad
But pray for things to get better as I get older
And at time s it seems that things are average
I don\'t want to be average but unique not special
But some one important
Were people will say I knew that kid
And then some times I dream too much because they seem so far away were they\'d never come true
And I\'m hit with reality
That I can\'t make it if I don\'t open up and change
That people shouldn\'t change me
That I\'m the only one who can make a drastic change in my life
But then there are those people who have changed me
Who took away my innocence?
And continue too
And I let them not thinking or just too young to understand what I was getting myself in
Until it was too late
To late to stop it
And I regret it cause I can\'t tell anyone I want to scream out but afraid of the outcome of my actions
But this is apart of my life
This is the life I live
I lice in the dark and come into the light when some one persuade me too
And there are two men in my life that helped me get through this
And I thank them
Because with out them id probably be dead
Many time s I\'ve tried to end my life and each time I came close to my end
And it seems okay to want to end it all
But then you think of all the people who well miss you
