Struggles through this life
make it perfect to the unseen
show me in this life the past was obscene
how could you hurt me like that
and damage me for life
leaving the rest of me in a blame ful strife
as i cry these tears for your no more
all the things hide behind close doors
if only everyone knew the pain
my expression is left unexplained
Cuz if they know the real you
who hurt me like a knife
cutting through my skin
ending my horrible life within
maybe one day you'll look back
at all the things you did lack
all the wrong and maybe you'll see the right
how can you sleep at night
the pain i can forget and start to move on
but the memories are stuck in my head
every night before i go to bed
how you hurt me oh yes you did
and all the secrets yes i hid
cuz i was afraid to let anyone in
trying to bury my past deep within
but it always comes back to haunt me
every time when i feel Im free
but to the world theyll never know
someday just maybe someday ill show
all the scars you left me
and all the blame i did to myself
no more will i cry
as i know the end is when
i reveal my past to help me mend
