Gone again

I tried to kill the pain,
but i ended up killing myself
pouring crimson regrets
and betrayal.

I cant stand the screaming,
The battling on the inside,
i cant stop the bleeding,
And i drown slowly in regret.

Why must i live this way?
Why must i live at all?
I don't want to see another day,
Numb fingers reach for redemption.

Its to late,
not much can be done for me.
I've sealed my fate,
Will you forgive me?

I'm screaming,
Deceiving,
calling out to you one last time,
i possess no more tears for crying,

If i touch a burning candle,
i cant feel no pain,
my body took all it can handle,
and now I'm gone... again...

( yeah i know I'm not the greatest with Grammar. ( mostly punctuation))