I'm sitting here trying to place an impossible feeling.
It feels distant and depressing.
And in conclusion; I hate it with all of my heart.
It's like this icy cold that I never want to ever feel in my soul again.
But the taste of hurt is something I just can't seem to place on the tip of my tongue...
And I write my paper...write a few more sentences....stop...check somthing....get something to eat...sit back down...
And all this time I just cant grasp what this horible emotion is.
It's like my body just wants to have something near so that the pain goes away.
And then the little lightbulb goes on real bright inside of my mind...
And I get it now...
