I still love him

I still love him with all my heart.
i know i should get over him but its hard.
he broke my heart once,
i gave it to him again.
he broke it twice,
will it ever end?
i crucify my soul
with your love that i thought was whole.
I should have known
that you would do this to me.
i should have chosen
a different person, you see?
i thought i could trust him.
I thought that i could love him.
i really did though.
but did he love me so?
i hope it wasn't a lie.
because i think i would die.
i thought the tears were over.
now i wish you were my shoulder.
to live, to laugh, to love
to see the light shining from above.
you were the guy i wanted to be with.
you are the guy that i will miss.