I wish i could just tell you how much i feel for you, but every time i try my heart starts feeling cold, not knowing what to say .
when i first saw you, i knew that you could be that one guy who could finally make me happy, without ever being scared to have to feel the hurt again . i knew that it would be alright for me to give my heart to you, but it turned out to be that you were just like every other guy in this world .
why is it that everytime i`m ready to step out into the real world again, and give love another try ... it never seems to happen for me ? all i ever asked of was a little honesty, maybe even just a little love so i can finally feel my heart skip a beat the way it used to .
maybe it`s just not meant-to-happen for me or maybe it`s not meant-to-happen at all .
but if only you knew what i truly felt for you, but i guess all i can really do is just keep living in that world that`ll never be real . all i wanted was just to at least hold your hand for even just a second or just be able to get that one chance where i can just look into your eyes as i tell you that everytime i think of you or even just see your face, my heart starts beating slower and faster at the same time, and all i want in this world is for that feeling to continue, not ever fading away .
who knows, maybe it`s just not our time to be together right now, or maybe you feel the same way too, but you`re as scared as i am ... but only god knows what the real truth is & what`s destined to happen ... only time will tell if this feeling i feel deep within my heart is something i should keep holding on to or something i should just let go of .
maybe someday, somehow our day will come & you`ll finally be right by side as we show to the world that all we really need in this world is eachother, as we walk beside eachother, not ever letting my hand go .
