Hurt

I don't know why i bother,
I don't know why i try,
This pain i feel inside,
It just wont bloody die.

I've given it my best shot,
I gave my world to you,
I cried and suffered greatly,
I tore myself in two.

You tell me you still love me,
And that you give a shit,
You tell me you cant see me hurt,
And you cry before you sleep.

How can you say you love me still?
When your not here to stay,
How can you say that you do care,
When you turn me away.

I'm so confused and so alone,
Still shattered by your words,
I wish you meant the words you said,
I wish that you would stay.

You said that you'd never leave,
And was always there for me,
But every time i reach out,
Your nowhere to be seen.

You said you tore yourself apart,
To save my fragile heart,
Yet your the one who left me here,
And killed us at goodbye.

I still don't know why you cry,
Or why you still care,
Your the one who walked away,
Without a bloody care!

I'm tired of the stupid games,
The fibs and the lies,
I'm tired of this stupid world,
I'm ready to just die.

Too many failed relationships,
With girls that didn't care,
They'll tell you all the pretty things,
Then leave you cold and bare.

You wonder why we cheat,
Hit you and we lie,
But heres another decent guy
Who's been thrown aside!!