November 19 2006
This poem is about me missing the guy i care so much and who care for me and is coming back and people around me telling me i i can\'t see how he so wrong and i don\'t need people like him in my life,yet don\'t see how he makes me happy.Just see his how he looks and think he bad & wrong. but i know him that all that counts.
I stand toward the ocean as i seem proud & strong i breath in the air of wind blowing threw my hair.Holding back those stormy eyes till light falls & darkness rise,star remind me how far you are from me.Blind they say,cant see the wrong yet i see no perfection in you,i don\'t intend to find it for there\'s no such thing.Surely i am not blind,i am not claiming it\'s love.i have an attraction for him it\'s not wrong yet it\'s strong that much I\'ll amide it\'s not his look for looks can be deceiving and i am not that type of girl.It\'s deeper,i see it,you\'ll denied it tell me the kindness of his heart is not but tricky of his soul yet you say i am the blind one,aren\'t you the one who abuse & misuse your love you say you have,hasn\'t it been more than a few who you said this too.Are you trying to lead me or mislead me.
I stand proud & strong to say\"i am waiting for the love that will be mine\" holding back these stormy eyes till darkness blind you.These tears are not the meaning of joy nor sadness but feeling of missing a part of me.They call it blind yet their the one who cant see the truth.