Fading Away

I take out all the old notes and throw them away
I can only long for one more day
I look at the IM's one last time
Wishing and hoping you wree still mine.

I click the delete button knowing I can't ever get them back
I'm telling you bot it's the courage I lack
I take one look at all the pictures and rip them in half
I take one last look at the memories and realize I can't ever get him back.

I know now that this is real
But everything I feel
Is something you'll never understand
Right now I wish for you to hold my hand
I know this is it, no more of you
All I wanted to say was, I 'll always be missing you.